My Last Breath

I'm a screw up
I'm a bitch
I'm nothing more than a loser
I ruin every good thing
That enters my life
And you are no exception

I'm a coward
I'm an idiot
I'm worthless and undeserving
I reap what I sow
And all I sow is bad seeds
Haunting me endlessly

I'm weak
I'm shameful
I'm the kind of girl you avoid
I am nothing
And now I understand
That if you want to say goodbye you can

I wish I was dead
So I can't hurt you anymore
Because knowing I hurt you
Is killing me inside
I'm sorry for everything
I know I fucked up
I'll make it up to you
With my last breath