River Of Tears

As I sit here at my desk
A river of tears runs down my cheeks
I can't do anything right
Everything I say is wrong

Where did it go wrong?
Wasn't I good enough for you?
Did I turn into that girl
That I aspired not to turn into?

You make me feel
Like I'm not good enough
You are the reason I cry
Not because you yell at me
Because I feel like I fail
Every time I try

Every time I close my eyes
It's your face I see
It's blurry and unfocused
Because of my river of tears

Why do I even try
When I all I feel is pain?
What's happened between us
To make me feel this way?

A river of tears
Cry me a river
It's not that hard to do
But it's not something that I want to do

I want to go back
To what we were
Laughing, playing, having fun
Smiling 24/7

If there is a Heaven
Let me know of it soon
At least up there I know
That my river of tears will come to an end