I'm sitting here alone in my room
Wishing I could contact you
I'm feeling so lonely
I need to hear your voice
To know everything's alright
And that we're okay
Instead all I hear are the voices in my head
Telling me I'm better off dead
I'm feeling unwanted by you
Unappreciated and unloved
Wishing something from above
Would give me a sign
Have my stars alined?
I'm unwanted
Your moods freeze me out
And I'm left holding the pieces
Of my shattered heart
I'm unwanted
You don't answer my calls
You don't reply to a message
Even though you know I'm crying
Inside slowly dying
You don't seem to care
This isn't who you are
I know there's more at play here
And I can't help but wonder
If I've pushed you away
The voices in head
Keep saying "I wish I was dead"
But I know that's not true
I just want to hear from you
Because I feel unwanted by you
Unappreciated and unloved
Wishing something from above
Would give me a sign
Have my stars alined?
I'm unwanted
Your moods freeze me out
And I'm left holding the pieces
Of my shattered heart
I'm unwanted
Beautiful poem. I mean that.
ReplyDeleteNow take control. As someone who has been down the road you are currently on, I cannot give you better advice than that. Do not allow circumstances, or an individual, control over your emotional well-being. I know, easier said than done. But lift your head up and take a look around. The world has startling beauty, not just ugliness. Go after it. Always be proactive. Take the initiative.
It may take a little time, but you'll feel better.